.I Miss you…

At the moment I have little thing to say, but this little means a lot, because everything I feel now means nothing else that I am missing you. I miss you so much that hurts…

I wish I could be with you,to hug you tightly, to feel your breath close to mine, see the sunshine through your eyes, to feel the heat of your hand in my hand…I miss your voice…like in my dreams I imagine holding your hands with the intertwined fingers..I am longing for your skin and your sweet way of looking at me.

I’m finally sticking to my word. It is so damn hard but I’m doing it. ******. I cant tell you how many times I have had to stop myself from reaching out to you. I just keep chanting, ‘Do not go, Do not go’, over and over in my head. It super sucks. I hate that I cant stop thinking of you. I hate that there are so many moments each day that tears spring to my eyes because of something that has reminded me of US. The worst is when I’m not alone and this happens. I’m getting pretty good at faking it again.

I’m turning into a cry in the shower kind of girl lately and I’m okay with that,  it keeps me sane and that is a good thing.

I guess that is all I got right now.

Weird because I was sure this would be a novel but turns out I don’t want to sit here and wallow in my loneliness anymore. I’m pretty sure I’m starting to accept the fact that I’m letting you go, not that it makes the it hurt any less but at least I am trying.I don’t want to hurt you, don’t want to create issues for you, but yes I don’t want to lose you as well But I think I am loosing you day by day ..night by night…

Thank You for everything..Time I have spent with you was and will always be the best and no one …No one can fill out the space I have for you in my heart..in my life…I can feel like you are looking at me, scolding me, holding my hand, Hugging me…Oh God…So much you have given ……I Miss you…

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About Arun Mishra

“We often becomes what we believes ourself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.” SO, “If you put your effort and concentration into playing to your potential, to be the best that you can be, I don't care what the scoreboard says at the end of the game, in my book we're gonna be winners. Because "I feel like my wings are finally coming back. They were broken, and there was a point where I thought I was confined to this earth. But I feel like they're back now. And I'm excited to fly again. And sure, there are going to be bad and tough times. I can easily see them now but that's not a reason to stay on the ground. Everyone has to fall sometime but no matter how long it takes you, you eventually get tired of dragging your feet through the mud, and you get up and find your wings have healed and they ache to fly again. So I'll fly, I'll fall, I'll get back up, and I'll live."
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